I think I was reminded to write a blog again is because of my not-so-sleepy-yet late night. What came to worse was, when my fingers are now ready to do some clicks on my keyboard, I realized that my long-time blogspot account was nowhere to be seen. I can’t access it anymore. I panicked and made a decision to still write my blog.
Two years ago, I started conducting an outreach feeding program for the indigenous children during my birthdays. Growing up in a middle-class family allowed me to encounter a lot of struggles with finances. There are times that putting a meal on our table become one of the challenging portion of our daily life.
During last year (2012), preparation for my annual event brought me in frustrations. I had to let the ends meet by settling the schedules of my participants (they are usually my grade school, high school, college classmates, colleagues and friends from my other circles) who have various schedules. One more dilemma was the venue; I was not able to coordinate with a orphanage contact person still and I only have few days to have things done, few people to rely on and limited funds to bring everything into reality. In short, it was….. IMPOSSIBLE.
I started to pray fervently to the Lord and asked for wisdom. I was in the verge of breaking-down, having a thought to back out and just get on with my life which will make it easier for me and for everyone. However, I felt the comfort and sustenance from God.
Everything went well for the last two days. In fact, I was so relaxed and took everything in His hands. The last day preparation was buying food in the market which I enjoyed with my mom (she supported me all the way and she even cook the food that we will distribute the next day).
Then, I discovered that my friend- one of my participants; who will give us a ride to the venue, will not make it for some reasons. I panicked. It’s less than 24 hours and I had to deal with the transportation. I was so worried back then because I made a pick up point on the way to the venue to make it easier for the participants and finding out that no one will pick them up is a disaster!
When me and my mom was about to go home, I was still uneasy and keeping my eyes on the road to look for an answer. I felt the serenity and suddenly saw a huge (grandia-type) white van-which was ideal to use for my event. I imagined how pleasant it would be for all of us to sit in comfortable van. Of course, I want to give my participants the pleasure of sitting in a cozy vehicle. Giving them an awesome ride I thought, will make them want to join my event the next year.
I pointed my nose towards the van and whispered,” Lord, sana ganyan yung van namin tomorrow.”
I tried calling some of my friends to get assistance, unfortunately, no one replied. Oh, one did. But she cannot help me out at that moment because she has to deal with something.
Surprisingly, I slept the night before, without fretting about the van. I planned to wake up very early and have a last-minute scout for a van in the neighborhood. I knocked on every gate with a van parked outside their homes and inquired. The first three neighbors had their vans rented by someone who was ahead of me.
I decided to head back home when I noticed a white van parked in a garage. I was hesitant to knock on the gate, and so I stared at it for a few seconds. When I was reminded that I don’t have much time, I excitedly tap the gate. One thing that amazed me was it was way too early, but everyone in that home was awake, they even came out and talked to me. The owner of the van gave me a rent fee that is amazingly low.
The event was a success and it was perfectly more than I can ever imagine. We had a wonderful travel experience because God provided a New Toyota Hi Ace Grandia van to keep us restful and safe in our way to and fro the event. Such an awesome encounter!
Isaiah 41:10
New International Version (NIV)
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
By this verse, I was comforted and reminded me that I should not fret because He will take care of everything and He did.
Matthew 7:11
New International Version (NIV)
If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
God is relational at his core. He wants to have a loving relarionship with us and He even cares for our little request. Like my experience with the van, I realized that even my petty desires are being heard by God and is willing to give it to me. At most unexpected time, He answers our prayers. The question is, “Are we ready to receive his answers?” Or “Are we even aware that He answered it?”.