This guy asked me to be his girlfriend a few times but i always ignored him. One night, he insisted his proposal to me. I was stunned and confused, so I babbled and said offensive things that I do not mean. He tried to explain, but I resisted all what he was saying. Then, he walked out. I ran after him and pretend that nothing happened and tried to explain to him that I was just kidding. But he refused to listen. I let him go.
Days passed, and nothing came after between us. He texted me "goodbye quotes". Of course, I replied to him also an answer, but also a "quote". We went through a few exchange of quote conversation.
Until I gave up. I didnt reply anymore beacause I know for sure that that would just make our situation worse.
It really gave me a hard time to sleep at night. I know that I was guilty.
He stopped attending in one of our class where we were seatmates. I often see him alone and seems depressed. I wanted to approached him, however, there's always something that stops me from getting myself to him.
I cant even look at him straight in the eye. Everytime I tried to look at him, I found him looking back at me and when our eyes meet, I can stand it, and I will try to look away. I really get lost inside his eyes. There's something in his eyes that I keep on avoiding. Maybe, his SINCERETY that really hits me off and gets me head-over-heels.
And now, it's too late. We were not together now. He has his own life and I got mine. We're not classmates anymore that gives us another reason to not see each other. I was rude. I admit it. But who else could I blame?
Maybe I deserve someone better. I think this is the end my magical love story. eeee!
