HE LOVES ME......,,NOT!

He loves me because he's not ashamed to say it aloud in front of the class that he's courting me;

He loves me not because he's kinda hesitant expressing his feelings for me.

He loves me because he texts me every night after we separate ways from school;

He loves me not because he can't fight for his feelings for me after I rejected him and can't even offer friendship.

He loves me because he's always there when I needed him,shows concern in any disappointing moments and carries my things when we walk on our way to the library;

He loves me not because he still put his (ex)girlfriend's photo in his wallet.

He loves me because he's sweet and respects me;

He loves me not because he's flirting (or talk) with other girls in the campus.

He loves me because he makes me sit on his chair and would even use my fan to comfort me when I feel hot;

He loves me not because he cannot even swallow his pride a bit after we had a dispute/misunderstanding.

He loves me because he always sit beside me and sing me a song and makes me sing with him in a duet;

He loves me not because he flirted with a girl or two after he knew that I was giving one of my suitor a chance to date with me.

He loves me beacause he mentions my name to his friends and my friends, proclaiming that he was my 'BF';

He loves me not because he can't be romantic, in a way that he can't throw me a surprise(or something!).

He loves me because he wants to spend time with me in a salon and in a restaurant;

He loves me not because he can't find a way to see me (or contact me) during sembreak while he's on the distance and visit me because we don't often see each other ofter for the reasons that we're not classmates anymore...

Sadly, in spite of this too many reasons, I realized that I STILL DO LOVE HIM and I'd keep holding on, however, in any moment, I think I might loose my grip and just GIVE UP ON HIM as he GAVE UP ON ME.