I just feel....

Feeling ko,, "Patabaing Baboy Ako"...

This is just what I'm thinking about all the time. That I might be slaughtered any time to be sold in the market. (that's lots of money right? hmmm...)

BUT,, not in a bad way of course. I know dad cannot work anymore. Mom has been so pre occupied with home problem matters. I don't want to see her getting tired taking care of someonelse's job.

Due to my experiences in my life, I think I've never been tough enough. And I don't want others to think that I am weak. I'm so done of being oppressed by other superior people.

I want to stand with my own feet. I will do everything for it. I always feel he burden. I carry the family on my shoulders and I feel that I'm the only one who can make changes..


I will sacrifice my happiness just for them...