Fact or THIRD WHEEL PARANOIA?

***almost done transferring my journals to this account. oh how I miss writing.***

It was on the mids of January when I felt the coldness in him. He is not picking me up in the office every morning anymore. We usually have breakfast after he picks me up. And that's everyday.

From then on, I know something is different; I became suspicious to what he is doing. i had a hunch that he maybe seeing someone else. He will text me up in the morning to inform me that he will be doing something important and he will be busy for the whole day (which he never does; even if he is so busy, he will make a way and make time just to pick me up after my work).

I had the feeling of being neglected. I know he just had a new secretary in his office that he never introduced to me yet. He often mentions her to me. And whenever he tries to, he gives her praises and the likes. He even mentioned that he'd be needing to rent her an apartment for her because she resides far from the office. And my initial reaction? - "I think you should marry her as well to complete the package!" (I get easily get jealous; and I don't want the feeling!)

I was thinking; he already bought her a phone, sends her to the terminal every after work, and now he wants to rent an apartment for her?! Oh how I love to have a boss like that.tsk tsk.

I was able to confirm my suspicions when one morning, it was my break and my officemates asked me to accompany them to smoke outside the office. We were like talking as we're standing outside, when I noticed a familiar car and plate number on the gas station on the other side of the road. I thought my eyes are just deceiving me. But wait. It was him.

I saw him loading some gas with a girl on the passenger seat! And it's 7 in the morning! His office opens @ 8Am! I stood still pretending I didn't notice something while my colleagues are talking to me.

I know he saw me then. He tried to hide his car beside a tinted van stopping on a red light. Thought he could get away with it.

But I surely did see him. I ran inside the office and the rest was history.

**Didn't expect that he is incapable of doing that. Well, he have 3 sisters and he know what's the significance of a man as not just a mere fact of being a man but manly enough to be responsible of his actions.