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I remember I told someone previously: "Tell me if pagod ka na, para alam ko na". - Please don't make LAME EXCUSES just to get rid of me. You can tell it to me straight. I'll accept it. I know that's the consequence of me trying to turn you off. Now, where's the "AGAPE" (unconditional love) and "I AM WILLING TO WAIT.."??

Where did it go? Or is this all BLUFF from the very beginning? cause if so, You should've stopped when I beg you to "Please stop now, if you're not sincere and won't hold on that far", from the start. I plead. Now, just tell me if there's something or SOMEONE ELSE, that makes you do this. I can definitely understand your work, but if there would be a person behind it, I cannot do something about that anymore. If you did not do anything wrong, then why are you trying to hide from your shell? And I can't seem to understand why you keep on postponing the scheduled time to for the both of us to talk and never bring it up whenever we're together. I just wanted to talk to you. You know that I felt the same thing, it's not that I cannot reciprocate, I just can't express it and I'm dreadful to commit myself to someone.Even though I really feel the need to be sweet to you, there's something that's holding me back. Scared that I might get hurt. But its the same thing, cause I got hurt still...You give up so easily. I know you have struggles, I do have it too. Just the thought of almost giving myself to you and then I was left in the air hanging, feeling the emotion that I did not even initiated was devastating. I felt that you just took advantage of me. You're breaking my heart...