Keep Breathing…

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This entry was posted on Wednesday, February 20th, 2008 at 1:34 am on FRIENDSTER

It’s been a sunny morning, I found myself looking around the place for some familiar faces — Perhaps, for some ’special face’. A pretty face I always wanted to look at…

I haven’t seen her for quite some time. I think I miss her so bad. This might be so hard for someone who’s been looking for someone who could give back what that someone has given away.

I have this plain old and new friends; some pretty girls in class and a new set of guys. But it seems like there’s somethings missing. — Someone who appreciates me enough, giving me letters every once in a while, encourages me whenever I was down,could ride on and buy my jokes, and that someone who cooks me my favorite dish– ADOBO. < it’s a terrific taste!> She has this kind of taste that signifies its uniqueness of the dish. Not just like the other adobo that you usually buy in a carinderia or in other households.

She must’ve found some guys; her new friends. I just saw her the other day. She was with a guy — sweet enough to have mistaken them as "sweethearts". I couldn’t care less. That guy must be so lucky.

Everytime I see her passing by me, it feels like something’s melting me and grinding me into pieces. It makes me want to shrink by her majestic presence.

No words could make me express how much I miss that girl. Oh how I miss those moments when she strokes my shoulder and tells me, " That’s okay dear, it’s just a material thing. Don’t get too disappointed with it. I still love you no matter what". I am so weaken by her sweet voice and those words that comes out from her little lips.

It was a regret for me to let her down when she asked me to fix me our relationship all over again after our parents separated us. But I don’t need no friendship. I don’t want to be ‘just’ her friend!

But she’s somebody else’s girl now. I don’t want to bother her. She must be so happy with that someone. But I know, God always have a plan. He will never let that ‘guy’ come between us. I know she loves me. I can see it in her brown meaningful eyes.

I’m leaving next week to Florida. This could be the hardest goodbye. But I know in my heart, faithful and waiting. I will see her soon and i’m going to hold on until that day comes…

"LOVE SEEKS NO TIME AND SEES NO END"